Tomorrow another try-out will be held! (>o<)// btw, my new class is sucks. It's really far away from the parking lot, godness...at least I've taken a front-seat alone by myself lol. I don't know, I just prefer to be alone, because I'm really awkward whenever I'm alone with someone, I mean just two of us. I don't know what to talk about, what topic should I discuss, meh, troublesome.
But...eventhough I don't want to admit it, and I'll never admit it to anyone I know, I just feel kinda sad. Thinking that this month and next 2 months will be my last time seeing them, just feel pretty sad (._.) and chance I can meet them again in person is very low. When I finally graduate, I'll be really moving from here, and followed by my family after.
And it's possible I will never go back to this place anymore. I have this bad habit, I don't really get along with something called past. I've lost contact with all my friends back when I was in elementary school, when I was in middle school, even they were my kinda close-friends, we haven't talked for years. Well, it was my fault actually. I was the one who forgot them and keeping myself busy to distract myself. I know, such a fool.
Okie dokie, that's all hahaha :v
