This year absolutely not the best one. But then since when I have "those blessed years" shit? I just want to go home, I feel like I miss something or someone maybe, but I really have no idea. Seems kinda poetic kekeke. Anyway lately I'm feeling relaxed, no school, no assignments of course, no rushing in the morning, pfft...though it's getting boring each day.
I have so many projects I'm working on, and it makes me feel like I'm a freelancer already lol. It'd be cool if I could make money from something I love and have passion for since I was kid, art.
And because I'll be legal next month, I think it's okay for me now drawing some intimate poses HAHAHA well my mom would take my tablet, laptop, Wacom and every treasure*?* I have if she knew.
Btw I watched 22 Jump Street this afternoon and it was frigging hilarious and kinda...gay? Lol not meaning homophobic but really, THEY'RE SO CUTE TOGETHER. Channing Tatum and Jonah Hill*I forgot his name lol* are taking the next level of bromance on the movie kekeke forgive me.
I'll write about it on the next post :3
Tbh, I don't really feel secure about posting in this blog anymore since few of my pals have known this blog but wtf cares. I'm too lazy to change the URL again pfft...I hope they forget and wont give a damn about my frigging 'online diary' lol.
What else should I write? Hmmm -.-) the graduation is coming, 9th May and the girls must wear Kebaya. Actually I don't mind about it but what bothers my mind is the color my class choosed. It's blue. Blue for God's sake.
It was all because of her, let's just name her Dewi lol. She was so fucking persistent and said, "But guys I already book the blue one, it's the cheapest! No matter what color you choose I'll stick to the blue one." kinda like that. Of course not in English -.-)
Okay I understand that she's not from the well-economic family but still, who the fuck told her to book a blue colored Kebaya from the first place? Nobody. She should have talked to her classmates first before she decided to book it, godness...it's not like I hate blue but it's hard to find the 'good blue' Kebaya in here, and I don't want to mess my graduation day because the goddamn blue kebaya.
Or maybe I should just disguise as a boy and wear tuxedo with my dad's perfume on, being a butch catching all the ladies' attentions all day lol. Sometimes I wonder what if I was born as boy lol. I could pee while standing kekeke
